Thursday, February 24, 2011

A letter to Love

I love you , Je T'aime, S'Agapo, Te Amo, Ninpenda WeWe, Sarang Heyo

All in all no matter how you say this. It all kind of mean the same thing. It all revolves around one word LOVE.  The definitions of love are indefinite. One can say I love kit kats, or I love to go to work everyday because I love what I do.   Or one can say that is my ultimate love right there my Lil puppy Pork chops. ( no my puppy name is not pork chops). 

But the one we all can relate too when you think of LOVE is a strong emotion of some sort. A strong attraction to a person of interest. This emotion can be so illusive at times, this feeling can  pass someone by.

I don't have this Love thing in my life. I mean I have a grandeur LOVE.  She comes in about almost 4 feet or a lil' more, she just turned 8 years of age and she the love and the light of my life. ( my mini me folks).

Well, I want this Love that folks talk about the one you fall into. You know folks the one that you are walking down the street whistling and all minding your,  business thinking about how you want to skip spring and go straight to summer... and ...... BAM!!!! BOOM!!!! WOW!!! You see a person of interest and this person of interest sees you, and birds start chirping, and angels start showing up around you, smell of Orchids are strong in the air.... and it has arrived LOVE at first sight, or second or third.  What ever...  

Yes I have yet given up on this Love.  ( the Love that evokes emotion with the opposite sex physically and mentally).

I was thinking you know. Let's say Love is a goddess. Yes she is I mean this Love has so many personalities. So of course it will be woman in charge of Love.

I have yet to give up on Goddess Love.  Yes, I will classify her as a female. DUH!  I mean really why would you even ask?  I want to know what it is too have this Love. Don't get me wrong I already I already have this Love that is never ending, Grand, Great, Super awesome, Incredible, again my mini me...  Since she came into this world 8 years past and has enlightened my life every step of the way.  This Love, This love is unconditional.  This love only a mother who truly loves her child will know exactly what I feel. I live for her.  Because trust me sometimes I think my child is an Alien. But what I do is for her. To better her life.  So she can grow up and be whom ever she wants to be.  Like a drummer/rock star/ear nose and throat doctor. (this is what she told me she wanted to be, she also mentioned she would like @ShannonLeto to teach her how to play the drums true story. Mami is working on it baby!).

In any case, the love I am still searching for, waiting for is another kind of love all together.

So I will confess.  To the Goddess of Love.  I have not given up on you, I still believe in you.  And I am ready for you. 

So I decided to write her a letter.

Ahem.....

Dear Goddess of Love

I hope that when you receive this letter, you are great in health and spreading your love all around.  Trust me some of us around the world need you to shower us with this love.

I am writing this letter to thank you for all the love you have bestowed upon me.  Though I feel like I know you intimately since you have touched my life with so many different type of love, being family, friends or my great, beautiful mini me.

I am sending this out to you, well, because even though you have shown your power and showered me with gifts.  I was wondering if it is not too much to ask. Can you show a Lil bit of mercy upon me?

Please show me what Love really is. I don't want a perfect kind of Love, that only authors write about in fantasy and romance novels.  Because that will just bore me to death and well I will be writing you another letter just like this one. 

I would like for you to please show me what it is too be in love with this person (whom ever you are sending my way). 

Please introduce this love through passion, trust, communication, fun, aspiring, creative.  Understanding, comprehensive, and patient. Along with being supportive, funny, and different. Goddess can this love have a touch of stubbornness, personality, humanity, ready to be a family together.  Oh with a dash, fire, spice, and Lil torture (ah ya this makes love interesting and fun).  This love should not be scared and ready to experience what I have to offer, what Love has to offer.

I would like for this Love to be accepting of my faults and my mini me also. (I mean warn him please my mini me is you know part alien and all. Let's not scare the dude off.)  Goddess Love, you see this Love that I am looking for is a man that knows what he wants and how he wants it.

Oh I am so sorry Goddess of love, If I am asking for too much hollah at me.!

But I think it is evident.... Goddess of Love One thing is for sure...

And that is

  I am Ready for Love... 

 No, I really am.  So if you know anyone that will love to put up me and my mini me and all I have to offer.  Let them know you know just the right person. ..

Sincerely yours,

@M1Mely1

P.S. Call me if you have any questions.